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i'm currently thinking about how jean loses himself completely to harry. just dissolves entirely. very little sense of identity left outside his partnership with him, which i find so intriguing. i mean, it's the definition of codependency, but that doesn't make it any less interesting (long post, again).
"i won't let my life unravel because of this." is just so insane and melodramatic to me because WHO is that man to you, jean? and why is his alcoholism the reason for your life unraveling? jean takes on harry's drinking problem as a problem of his own, a threat to his life before harry's, even though the drinking doesn't affect harry's ability to do his job, and jean acknowledges that as well as everyone else in the major crimes unit.
but why does he have such a big problem with harry's alcoholism? why's he the only one out of the task force who seems to care obsessively? because the one before him failed to save him, and he feels as though it's his responsibility now. to jean, harry's life is divided to three parts; before him, during him, and tragically, after him.
the fact jean puts himself in the same position as dora, harry's ex, tells you enough. almost as if he considers them to be the same, in terms of responsibility for harry's wellbeing. he's cleaning up her mess, he seems to think. she was way before my time, as though they hold the same significance to harry. of course, this isn't entirely jean's fault. both him and harry share the guilt of their twisted relationship; harry's guilty of getting too personal with anybody within arm's reach.
and jean's guilty for wanting to clean up a mess that he didn't make, and losing sight of himself and his true professional duties in the process. so it goes like this; they partner up, harry's bad at drawing the line between personal and professional relationships and jean's even worse, harry goes on benders every week and jean witnesses them and tries to pull him out of them relentlessly, which then leads to whatever fucked up partnership they had, right before martinaise. the question is why did jean feel the need to save him? because he projected onto him severely.
they're both broken men; mirrors of each other, though jean will never say it out loud. he sees himself in harry, and since he can't save himself and everyone's given up on him, even the professionals, he decides not to give up on harry. in a way, jean's trying to prove to himself that he's not a lost cause through sticking by harry's side through it all, because if even the most lost of causes manages to have at least one person who's there for them at all times, who says he can't have one too? why must he be labelled as the anomaly? if harry du bois could be saved, so can he. he maintains this "i have my shit together, i'm better than you." persona during the entire confrontation, when he isn't. like i said, harry is everything jean works hard in order not to become, yet he still manages to lose his sense of identity while "saving" him and only becomes "harry's partner". that's all he is. nothing but a safety net, there to catch him at all times.
that's why he becomes extremely defensive when you choose the "kim's cooler than you." option, because you're practically robbing him of his identity. throughout the entirety of the game, he keeps repeating: "i'm your partner", to reassure himself more so than anything else, and what the game does here is very clever. you first hear him say that on a call, so distant and away from you; he cannot convince you that he's your partner even if he tried. then, he says it when he's in an idiotic disguise that you didn't recognize, and quite frankly it's making you uncomfortable, it's hard to take him seriously when he looks so stupid so you don't believe him, again. then at last, when he confronts you, and he's himself. then you think it sticks.
but it doesn't, and you dismiss him again to ask about the others. i've always found it perplexing how there's no "how can you be my partner?" option during the confrontation. you can ask about mikael heidelstam for fuck's sake, but not your partner. simply because you don't believe he is, at least not anymore. he's just a very angry man who was in a stupid disguise, and that's all you can ask him about. isn't that so insanely tragic? when you think about how dismissive the "confrontation" is? and jean's lashing out that way because his whole identity is hanging in the balance? no matter what jean tells harry, there's no click, no lightbulb flickering moment, nothing. jean tries everything, it's painful to see, really. the "i didn't lie to you. no one lies to you." and his lines to judit and trant where he's like "i told you, it's typical harry behavior. it's our shitkid." and so on are all attempts to prove that he, jean, knows him, harry, better than anyone else, even himself. he KNOWS him, which is why harry has to need him. he has to keep him. as his partner or whatever the hell it was, because nobody else knows him or will ever get to know him that way.
jean's response to harry telling them "i don't wanna be in your unit." only further proves it. "i'm your partner, i answer for you when you're not there." considering the fact harry and jean had begun to blur ever since their partnership came into being makes the line funnier lol. jean had locked himself up in a prison of his own making, of course with harry giving him all the means necessary to build his own cage beforehand. it was a matter of time and conditioning, and severe loneliness. every crime of harry's feels like one jean is guilty of.
#lav thinks#of course all of this is what the game gives you since its from harry's pov#who knows if jean has a self outside harry#ig we'll never know!#i love you jean. *proceeds to dissect him for the millionth time* i love you.#woahhhhh this is long... enjoy lol#jean vicquemare#disco elysium
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*Meeting Rollo for the first time*
Mc/Y/N/Yuu: Bro...
Idia: Hm?
Mc/Y/N/Yuu, pointing at Rollo: Do you see that damn haircut he got on?
Idia, turning his head: ...
Mc/Y/N/Yuu: ...
Idia: There is no way...
Mc/Y/N/Yuu: Well, apparently there is a way...
Idia: His parents totally didn't care about him
Mc/Y/N/Yuu: Damn right they didn't, no caring adult would let their child run free in THAT bob without looking good
Idia: L.O.L for real
Malleus, out of nowhere: indeed, child of man, no kind, caring adult would let their child run free in such hair.
Idia, Mc/Y/N/Yuu: AAA?!
Malleus: But what if, perhaps, his parents do wear the same "bob" hair cut? A family tradition of sorts?
Idia, Mc/Y/N/Yuu: ...
Mc/Y/N/Yuu: now I'm imagining a family portrait with all of them wearing bobs
Idia: HEH HEH HEH L.M.A.O I'm imagining that too now
(IDIA IS DOING HIS "Hehehe 👹" LAUGH I SWEAR, NOT THE "hehehe 😝🤭" LAUGH PLZ)
Dividers by/from @/cafekitsune
#twisted wonderland#twst#disney twisted wonderland#twst memes#twst game#random-twst-things-incorrect-quotes#twisted wonderland x reader#??#🌺. random twst things#twst mc#twst idia shroud#twst idia#idia#idia shroud#idia shroud x reader#i think#twst malleus draconia#twst malleus#malleus draconia#malleus#malleus x reader#bro idk at this point what to tag#is this an x reader???#idk#we'll never know ig#x reader
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Everyone's art all together :3!! So many people showed up that I was not expecting lol!
I'll post the other board later lol
THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR PARTICIPATING!! I was expecting 6 people to show up MAX, but so many people showed up LOL. It was the most fun I've had drawing in a while <3
#still don't know where the white line came from </3#ig we'll never know#Tagging for this will be crazy#horror sans#epic sans#killer sans#nightmare sans#ink sans#dream sans#lust sans#reaper sans#geno sans#fell sans#birdtale sans#color sans#swap sans#error sans#blueberror#frisk#october magma#magma
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"Every time we made eye contact, you'd look away." "Not surprised...I was a pain in the ass as a kid."
Cloud Strife & Tifa Lockhart Admiring the View • Final Fantasy VII (Rebirth) + part i
#did that quote a foreshadow to this moment? ig we'll never know 😉#cloti#cloud x tifa#cloud strife#tifa lockhart#my gifs#ffvii gifs#ffviir spoilers#ffvii rebirth spoilers#final fantasy spoilers#userlockescoles#ffedit#ffgraphics#ff7r#ff7 rebirth#final fantasy vii#ff7 spoilers#daily gaming
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What did he whisper to him? (Wrong answers only)
#but really#what did he say#ig we'll never know#or will we#alien stage#alnst#alnst round 7#alien stage round 7#alnst luka#luka alnst#luka alien stage#alnst till#till alien stage#till alnst
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Seungmin saying they changed song by so it would be easier for people to watch and listen and then me seeing people going "Yes! It's good it's on tiktok and shorts now" and I'm like. Oh. You're all so fucking stupid <3
#half the videos were 10 minutes long#and i say this as an ADHD HAVER MYSELF#if you cant watch something that inst filled with bright colours yelling and childish humour#or a fucking tiktok length#like. well I have nothing to say to you actually highly doubtful you'd even read this far tbh 👍#like we'll never get anything more earnest and serious from skz again if things keep going this way#like the fact these no attention span people keep being catered too is so........... No#same with the songs- I complained about the songs all being fucking 2 minutes 20 seconds#like we all know its b/c of ig reels tiktok and yt shorts we all know this but Fuck who cares lets just go along i guess#i don't think people should watch stuff they are not interested in. i really don't.#but the amount of comments i read on those videos that were just so Nothing#no thought at all#idk like maybe try to listen to what hes saying and formulate anything outside of 'Omg best vocal best visual how many international fans?!#yk what i mean?#you bothered to watch it how about using your brain a little#also makes his whole Im Trying To Get A Moment in all the codes lowkey like.... yeah you pretty much do have to do that huh#like. they cant have down days or quiet days. Just be on all the time and be acting and funny all the time b/c thats all anyone wants-#so cool#there's no room for earnestness. no room for being a little thoughtful and serious. nuh uh#hopefully he does go back to explaining his thoughts after the tour but tbh I dont have a lot of hope for that :)
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Do you ever stop and do the math to realize that Victor was born before the fall of the soviet union?? Cause I just did and it's wild...
Like, he turned 28 in 2016, which means he was born on December 25th 1988.
The soviet union fell on December 26th 1991. The day after his third birthday....
This is wild to me, and idk why 😭😭
#yuri on ice#yoi#ice adolescence#we could have had some mentions of this in the movie but ig we'll never know#cause mappa is a bitch#victor nikiforov#viktor nikiforov#soviet union#russia
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#sorry. all the lavabod mods are just like this though and i cant not put them in them aldkfj#even if they wouldnt wear them!#we'll file this under: outfits only shtola gets to appreciate. bc cori likes to provide enrichment via ties and such#and also all of you ig alkdjfa#oc: corisande ymir#ngl all the lb hate last week had me kinda like...IS this bad. but no i love them 🩷#also i never know what to caption!!!#gpose
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Sunday doodle, will likely clean this up later :3
#kralsei#kris#ralsei#doodles#sunday doodles#had test no. 2 today#got a 60% last time but since i now know what to look for while reading#i got a 100% this time :3#am learning things yahoo#uh depending on how this semester goes#my deltarune projects may need to go on hold??#will be doing some extra portfolio building this semester but idk how much that'll get in the way of my normal art#we'll see ig#speaking of... still writing that comic; the drafting stage is almost done#i might write it as a fic first so i have a clear idea of what to draw but its got a close to completed narrative#i know i have a history of announcing i want to do things and then never finishing anything#buuuut i haven't forgotten about this one#will still be a while though; sorry for the wait!
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enver gortash fascinates me from the perspective of his relationship with the dark urge because like, as far as i know his alliance with them is one of the very few he didn’t actively despise. the guy was sold into slavery by his own parents (who tried to justify it by saying their child was a hateful monster and anyone would have done the same) and spent his formative years employed by a devil who gets off on gratuitous levels of suffering and manipulation. and then once he's escaped that and built himself up so he can never be used and enslaved again he meets this bhaalspawn who also had to adapt and survive a violent and manipulative environment for years by becoming the monsters who raised them.
gortash sees how the dark urge has risen to command armies and slaughter hundreds in the same way he outfoxed raphael and ruthlessly controls the people in his employ, and after earning and owning his reputation as a tyrant heres another person who might actually have like, a shared lived experience. not exactly a friend, because people like them can't afford to have friends, but someone who at least understands. and he willingly works with them on this plan to enslave the sword coast and agrees to share power with them.
and then orin lobotomizes them, puts a tadpole in their head, and leaves them for dead at moonrise.
like, can you imagine. youre working with the first person you see eye to eye with and prooooobably arent plotting to actively sabotage (or, at least would hesitate to do so) and the rug just gets yanked out from under them by their own sister, and now you're stuck with her because the plan still has to move along. and as the days go by a group of adventurers start to screw up your plot right when baldur's gate is within your grasp, and you learn that among them is your old almost-friend who you actually liked and respected - and they have no memory of you whatsoever. oh, and on top of that they're rolling with people you've actively fucked over and want to kick your ass.
did it hurt for him to learn this? did he ever think about how things could have been different? did he think, you were supposed to be my ally, my friend, someone who actually understands that becoming a monster is the only way to keep yourself safe and in control. we were going to rule together. and now you're ride or die with this squad of people you've only known for a few weeks at best, and you want me dead. you don't even remember me. you don't even remember yourself.
#thinking about it from my durge's perspective hurts kinda#because losing their memory is the only thing that freed them enough to trust the people around them#and after meeting gortash and learning their history - and how they used to be friends#they probably thought a lot about how things could have been different if there wasnt a literal elder brain under his enslavement#like man if you werent actively in the way of saving the literal world maybe we could have talked about this#if i can overcome a lifetime of senseless slaughter and learn to love i wonder if you can too#but we'll never know#bg3#baldurs gate 3#the dark urge#enver gortash#im sure someone has talked about this already but ive just been thinking about it a lot ig#the what-if-ness of it all#long post#pin talks#bg3 gortash
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I wonder if he can turn into a kitty cat...
#the moomins#moomins#moominvalley#moomin valley#joxter#cat dad#cat#muumin#mumin#moomin joxter#hes either a house cat or a wild cat#we'll never know ig#bc his head is full of mystery
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If Natquik has been missing for so many years, how the heck did this guy get a hold of tea and biscuits? The octonauts find a half eaten one in the station after he leaves, so do you think he scavenges anything that gets shipwrecked? Or did he just have a fifty year supply of this stuff?
this is an EXTREMELY good question!
but. it's also, like,,, sadly, one of the few mysteries of the show that I believe can probably just be chalked up to the beautiful, wonderful magic of ✨🌈 "cartoon logic" 🌈✨
HOWEVER!! where's the fun in that??
my theory is this:
Natquik is very close with the penguins in Antarctica, and we know that those penguins travel a lot in order to get back and forth from their nesting grounds, and/or to visit family.
thus, the penguins pick up various, random extra food along their journeys, so they can bring it back to him. they've been doing this for years now.
(as for the tea, I imagine he probably took at least SOME stuff with him when he left; which could include a tea kettle, or even just a pot + mini stove.)
it's the only realistic explanation I can think of. we know Natquik's good at rationing and storing food because he tells us so in AnB, but c'mon. if he didn't perish from the cold, eating hundred year old biscuits would've done him in eventually.
I've talked about Natquik and his relationship with the penguins before, but I just gotta reiterate: I FIRMLY believe the penguins saved his life, kept him alive, sane, etc.. so yeah. I can see them bringing him leftovers from dinner like Good Neighbors and him being so grateful he forgets all about how they broke into his station last week and broke his favourite seismometer.
#i dunno how many shipwrecks there are in antarctica- considering how shook he was at the mere sound of flowing water#but ig we'll never know the truth unless they decide to tell us one day. which i don't really expect any time soon but y'never know#octonauts#ask#professor natquik#octonauts headcanons#my hc for how long Exactly natquik was in antarctica for keeps changing and i'm not good at math#coulda been 10 years. 20. 30. 576. nobody knows.#ironically i hc that HE genuinely doesn't know bc he lost track of time jfhdhdj so like–#¯\ (ツ) /¯
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I'm setting my expectations low because I'm still not ready to believe after years of queerbaiting(as in other media queerbaiting) but
Alt title: worst ways mizuki could come out poll
#this post is only halfway a joke i guess#since maybe mizuki might come out soon??? but ive been thinking that for years so who knows#and itll of course but only to ena and then we'll have to wait 3 more years for kanamafu to find out ig#sorry i never recovered from that ll sunshine episode where chikariko said ily to each other and then it never came up again#project sekai#mizuki akiyama
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still have no idea why it's was like that even after finishing this case over a week ago but this was funny though
#did ema do it or someone else who was investigating before trucy and apollo we'll never know it's not that important ig#ace attorney#apollo justice ace attorney#apollo justice trilogy#aa4#ajaa#ajt#aa4-4#turnabout succession#apollo justice#trucy wright#apollo justice spoliers#apollo justice trilogy spoilers#apollo justice ace attorney spoilers#aa4 spoilers#ajaa spoilers#ajt spoilers#aa4-4 spoilers
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Remember last year when Ja’Marr posted a story of crawfish and just tagged Joe. (I took a screenshot but can’t find it)
He was at home with his family and was like oh this made me think of quarterback 🥹
Oh, don't worry, I 100% have this saved in my screenshots.
The way he did this only a few days after being like "oh me and joe don't talk in the offseason 😤" (which he said only a day after saying he convinced joe to go to vegas with him and that they watch UFC together - he loves to keep us guessing!!)
But yes, I'm right there with you. He's home in nola, with his friends and family doing nola things like crawfish boils, and he's like "oh, you know what all this reminds me of?? my bestie from ohio!"
#and i love that for him and for us#god the fact that he tagged him#did he like...bother texting him about it? or did he just tag this man on ig and hope for acknowledgment that way??#we'll never know :(#thank you for reminding me of this anon - good times all around :)
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The last she ever heard of him...
#sims 4 gameplay#the sims community#ts4 simblr#sims 4 story#simblr#sims 4 cc#sims4#the sims 4#kaori nishidake#A little peek from the past#did he up and run away...?#ig we'll never know...#just kidding#kaori nishidake*
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